I'm the worst pain to live...

I’m the worst pain to live with,

But never have I left you, and never will I.

You thought you buried me long ago,

But I’m alive in your thoughts and never did I go.

You thought you left me way behind your life

But I’m the one muddled in your smile,

I’m the one thwarting you in your celebration.

I’m the foundation for your aggravation and trepidation,

I’m nothing, yet I am the answer to your question.

I’m invisible, yet I overshadow your arrogance.

I make you whimper when you’re alone

When you have all the reasons to be happy,

In a corner of your heart, I make you groan

I’m flashing in your dreams when you’re asleep

I’m the first to wish you a morning,

And the last to wish you a night

You scream at me as I’m silent, but I overrule it.

You beg me as I’m wicked, but I never forgive you.

I’m the one you conceal, but can’t escape.

And I’m the only one you can never deceive.

I’m nowhere, but I’m inside you

I’m something your own, and the worst pain to live with.